stuffed. bleaghs- so mobius is over. hmm..prolly gonna strt working on another project soon. took prints on the last day. =) actually wanted ta post pics and all..but i`m so not in the mood.
it`s been kinda depressing lately. and the weather seems ta reflect everybody`s moods. mon supposed ta have beep test, but didn`t. rained so we had theory and all. coach like..just gonna give up on us soon. says she dunno how ta make us improve anymore. neither do we score in studies, nor excel in nball. aiz- we want the results. but we`re not willing to work fer it. gotta get it into our heads. nuthing comes fer free!! thn played game. ground was damn slippery so kept on sliding. she did her "selections". played like shit. but i got on the so called selected team..only cuz coach doesn`t know i failed chi and a maths end yr. whn she sees my report book, prolly gonna be joining syid and all in the probation side.
studies. another reason fer depression. ppl say i shld be glad fer my results cuz im one of the so called better pupils. but whut standard does dmn have anyways? i can`t even meet my own expectations and it`s called good results. wth la..45 in level, uncomfirmed i think. kinda sucky since i`ve nvr been outta the top 40. not a single overall a1, not even fer eng and bio..the 2 easiest subjects fer me. aiz- and i`m worried fer ppl. been a lot of talk abt lots of ppl retained or sent ta na.
post exam activities are going on and it`s like a damn waste of time. inter-house games going on. thn while those taking part play, the rest watch movies in the hall. sorta ta improve sch`s eng. pathetic. 1st language also needs ta be taught this way. dmn is pathetic. and today, under short notice, ms tang told me i hafta replace sean. that arse is "too unreliable". fuck. die. i can`t debate in the surfing in room, let alone the hall. wth. i got a really really really bad case of stage fright. whn i was in pri sch, i froze on stage. and once, i was the narrator. nobody could see me but my voice was quivering and all. dammit. tmr`s gonna be a disaster. did some research in library. hopefully, wun`t embarass the class or myself.
my chi cher talked ta me. ask me consider dropping to take chi B. ren told me she asked her too. so i had ardi discussed with my parents. they`re all fer it. says they rather i pass chi B than fail normal chi. cuz i need ta at least pass chi ta get into jc. but dropping ta chi B. it`s like so..degrading!
it`s been kinda depressing lately. and the weather seems ta reflect everybody`s moods. mon supposed ta have beep test, but didn`t. rained so we had theory and all. coach like..just gonna give up on us soon. says she dunno how ta make us improve anymore. neither do we score in studies, nor excel in nball. aiz- we want the results. but we`re not willing to work fer it. gotta get it into our heads. nuthing comes fer free!! thn played game. ground was damn slippery so kept on sliding. she did her "selections". played like shit. but i got on the so called selected team..only cuz coach doesn`t know i failed chi and a maths end yr. whn she sees my report book, prolly gonna be joining syid and all in the probation side.
studies. another reason fer depression. ppl say i shld be glad fer my results cuz im one of the so called better pupils. but whut standard does dmn have anyways? i can`t even meet my own expectations and it`s called good results. wth la..45 in level, uncomfirmed i think. kinda sucky since i`ve nvr been outta the top 40. not a single overall a1, not even fer eng and bio..the 2 easiest subjects fer me. aiz- and i`m worried fer ppl. been a lot of talk abt lots of ppl retained or sent ta na.
post exam activities are going on and it`s like a damn waste of time. inter-house games going on. thn while those taking part play, the rest watch movies in the hall. sorta ta improve sch`s eng. pathetic. 1st language also needs ta be taught this way. dmn is pathetic. and today, under short notice, ms tang told me i hafta replace sean. that arse is "too unreliable". fuck. die. i can`t debate in the surfing in room, let alone the hall. wth. i got a really really really bad case of stage fright. whn i was in pri sch, i froze on stage. and once, i was the narrator. nobody could see me but my voice was quivering and all. dammit. tmr`s gonna be a disaster. did some research in library. hopefully, wun`t embarass the class or myself.
my chi cher talked ta me. ask me consider dropping to take chi B. ren told me she asked her too. so i had ardi discussed with my parents. they`re all fer it. says they rather i pass chi B than fail normal chi. cuz i need ta at least pass chi ta get into jc. but dropping ta chi B. it`s like so..degrading!
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