seniors came down today. saddening. i should gather the team fer a talk. but abt whut? i can`t quite put my finger on it. as usual, sarah was attitude again. aiz- thn eirene karen..the 2 blur ones. one thinks too much on court so reacts too slow..the other doesn`t think at all and anyhow passes and all. natasha, the biggest potential. she could be the next wanling. and her natural reactions are actually way faster but she doesnt dare to give it her all. ainul needs a lot of encouraging. she gets too nervous sometimes, esp when all eyes are on her. renaeus and syida, i have faith in them. i know the team can rely on them. it`s just once in a while, they may need some reminders, esp syid. mel, she`s okay. she knows what she needs to do. but i guess maybe it`s the fact that we still don`t have a TEAM, she get frustrated and some percieve it as attitude. err..raihanah, she`s another timid one. but i think she can do it if she really tries. pearlene is another one of the players who are aware of whut she needs to do. but she keeps on making same mistakes but i guess the good thing is she knows she makes the mistakes and always gets angry at herself. thn there`s me. i dunno whut`s wrong with me. when i see the defenders hand in front of me, i feel stressed. when it`s not thr, i feel lost. wth? aiz- as fer clarion, no one knows if she`s coming back. but just in case, eirene will start shooting too. sms-in mel now abt all this. if i missed anyone, i dunno. i just can`t rationalise my thoughts.