this post`s fer yest. it was a traumatic training. esp since my dad called cooach so i was thr but i cldn`t do anything. i rather either train or not be thr at all.

things were okay i thought. a bit tense but okay. i dunno whut happened. but suddenly, some of the girls weren`t putting in effort aft the gelling together talk. i would think we should be more inspired ta put in effort, not become more slack, more uninterested. aiz- next thing i knew, coach was walking out. aiz- luckily sec4s were arnd, convinced her ta come back. as the girls played with sec4s and mr teo, coach was complaining. abt them not putting in effort, not applying whut they learnt, not being a team, and abt sarah. talked ta ms siti all the while and even she whose always so optimistic and cheerful sounded disappointed, as if she`s given up on us. it seems everyone has given up on us. we only have ourselves ta depend on, ta pull through this rough patch. i feel so helpless as a captain.