Um..Hello.

Bye! =)

Okay.. so I'm finally back at the com. Haven't really felt like updating much, mostly because the only updates I have are about the ongoing GCSE. Practicals down, written papers to go.

Everytime I step out of the lab, I feel awful inside. People start comparing answers. More often then not, I'm one of those with way too many mistakes. I'd rather not know about them. In tuition, I'm famed for careless mistakes so it's likely I make them during practical too right? Dumb ones like forgetting to change the wrong answers. And lock-ups are terrible. 4A always gets the first shift see, so lock-up really sucks. Its usually from 9.30 to 2pm. In the AVT, with nothing to do.

I think the study leave is a bad, bad idea. For people like me, at least. I desperately look for excuses to do anything but study. Been in-line skating, swimming, watching movies, cartoons. Hit the books? Nah. Not yet.



Tell you something. This fella cannot skate even if his life depended on it. But he didn't fall once. I fell thrice!

Birthday

Vanilla cake with lots and lots and lots of cream and strawberries. Damn sinful.


While waiting.. we found out Mrs Lim went and spoiled the surprise by telling Ms Tang we were going to have a party. Tsk! Party pooper. Boo.




"Okay, okay, I pose for you all."




Humongous card.

Sadly, didn't manage to get pics of people getting caked.

Got a throbbing headache. Eurgh. And I'm plagued with perpetual lethargy because I'm tired but I don't wanna sleep. I've found I study better at night. Hmm..

Tomorrow's the last day of school before study leave. I'm not feeling that sense of urgency. I get hints of it but I haven't experienced it head on. If I ever do, maybe I'll go on a hiatus. Meanwhile, blogging will be cut down, I suppose. I have to force myself to. First practical is next Tuesday. If the June paper is anything to go by, O levels should be alright. Should be. But things never go the way I want them to. As Madhu loves to put it, life's like that.

Syid and I were bored yesterday. So we started that childish game. You know, you and some other person stand in front of each other and play rock, paper, scissors? The winner takes a step back and the loser has to spread his/her legs. The game continues as such until one of the players can't split any further. It's caught on with the class! Hahah. But it hurts like hell, I tell you. And some freaks started wondering if hymens have torn.

The class has given up on The Pianist. We've started watching Planet of the Apes instead. But since tomorrow's the last day of school, I doubt we'll finish the movie. Longest movie screenings in history, only in 4a. We watch bits and pieces for weeks on end. It's Ms Tang's birthday on Thurs. We've got a surprise for her. =) Suddenly, it seems the class is gelling together. A bit too late, ya?

This is so random. Bye. I need to slleep.. or at least do something productive.

They were playing with my phone during night class. Only Syid seems to be the goondu who didn't know where to look.

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As some of you would know, Thurs was my birthday. Thanks to those who remembered. =)

My mum was waiting for me in the morning with a small cake complete with lighted candles. Dad was sleeping. Haha. It's always mothers who rememer such stuff. But sweet 16 isn't so sweet la. Not when it's so late in the year and it's just a month away from Os.

Happy Children's Day?

Thanks for the tip, Praba.

Nadzerah, you must be hallucinating. Haha. Look around. There are blogs/people which/who are better.

No time to even go for training, Jud. Bogged down totally with loads of schoolwork.

Hello, Adam! =) How'd your Prelims go?

Plus you Lynn, there'll be 3 Lynns I know. It isn't much la but it still is.

So little time, so much to do. My teacher cancelled tuition today, so I'm taking time off. Blahh. With night study plus all the practise papers, even going home ASAP to study is useless because there is no time. Zilch.

It's Children's Day. October. Oh. My. God. The gravity of the O levels is starting to get to me. The practicals are just 17 days away! Chinese is just 30 days away and the rest of the subjects are a month plus 8 days away. I honestly don't know if I'm ready. Somebody teach me Lit, please.

Some days, right, I feel like a complete dork. Today was one of those days. First thing in the morning, I was awakened by the sound of drilling. I thought it was just my dad, trying to be the handyman of the house. Bleary-eyed, groggy, with my hair looking like a lion's mane, I went out to see what my dad was doing. I walked out of my room and the first person that greeted me was a bangla foreign worker. It's an absolutely horrendous feeling to be seen at your worst by a complete stranger! Damn embarrassing, can? Blahh!

Then later, I got tongue tied for no apparent reason. I felt bad la. And I didn't know how to apologise for my behaviour so I started mumbling. But the thing is, even the mumbling was incoherent. I felt bloody stupidified. No, not stupefied as in astonished but stupidified (no such word) as in literally getting more and more dumb, as if my IQ was dropping. I wish I could've turned myself around and served myself a huge can of whoopass. Nothing remotely close to an apology came out of my mouth, anyway.

Gave Buk his super-late-Xmas-present-turned-into-Children's-Day present.

I have a very caring class chairman. He actually bothers to sms everyone to remind us of the several mock tests coming up. The nicest and the most smartest kid in school. Some of my classmates seem excited about prom. Lea Yee even went down on bended knee with a ring to ask Jessica to the prom. (But later, I heard it was all an act. So evil, right?) But the confirmed list of those attending prom says otherwise. So far, only 24 people have ticked against their names. That's only half the class. 18 Nov is redemption and 29 Nov is the night, figuratively our Graduation.

I'm watching The Weakest Link on BBC. Andy Roddick is a participant. He's really a himbo. Hah! Like it wasn't obvious.