Insomniac

It's 4plus in the morning and I'm up trying to finish up Memoirs of a Geisha. Far from the ending but I needed a break cuz I felt a headache coming on. Came online and I found my dear h-band still awake. She's apparently hooked on some game.

I ran in the late evening just now. Well, if you'd actually consider it running since I stopped at every bridge in Pasir Ris park. The mangrove swamp place is open for business. Really, really boring place. There's nothing interesting to do or see, unless couples enjoying some alone time is what interests you.

Of late, I've been thinking that I should get a bicycle. The last time I rode on one regularly was in primary school. I was the geek who cylcled to school with the heavy backpack.

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Stupid keyboard's still giving me hell. I've had to resort to using the handwriting feature on MSN which looks something like this.





Plain ugly. And finger numbing since I'm using a laptop.

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Have you ever felt really terrible about a decision you made during the spur of the moment and you later regret it, but yet, you don't know what you can do to undo that foolish decision de

(At this point, my retarded keyboard managed to somehow shut down the laptop. Luckily, Blogger has that post retrieving function.)

...you don't know what you can do to undo that foolish decision despite knowing that that decision cost you a very dear friend. I don't have the faintest idea as to how I should approach that friend in an attempt to reconcile. Or perhaps it's just my own ego coming in the way. I'm not one who likes eating humble pie, not like the incident came up due to a fault of mine. We were both to blame, I guess. And since this happened a few months ago, it makes things even more awkward cuz we don't see each other much and with the months gone by, we're practically strangers.

As much as I'd like to elaborate, I shouldn't air dirty laundry the keyboard is testing my patience way too much.