bassbassbassbassbass. wahahah. crappshit. think bass, eat bass, slp bass. uhh..yeah. =)

finally finally FINALLY watched incredibles! =) wid sher. thn took neoprints. heh. she`s a bimbotic riot. hate her. she got new digicam. it`s nice kae!! couldn`t stop taking pics with it..haha.


all the couple poses. wahhaha..

1st: reno at the spinning thingy. she looks weird..haha.
2nd: me and vinita. arw.
3rd: go figure. wahahah.. o.O
4th: couple pose (i.e, all the hugging)
5th: gay pose (i.e, the hands)
6th: china pose (the stupid hand sign. p.s, it coincides wid LOSER)

parents starting up a fuss abt trainings. esp sat. cuz the letter to parents onli stated mon wed fri. yeah..so, let`s just see how it goes. din go train today. it`s okay though. saw aidil`s sis. so cute. =) i lyk kids. haha..met dad a while thn went ta see vinita. love her hse mann. near beach some more. got targeted by her neighbour. as in fer water bombs. o.O ran all the way to pasir ris park, played arnd lyk we were 5 yr old kids and thn strted taking pics at the seashore. wid stupid poses lyk the china pose and the mat pose and the gay pose. haha..crapp la. left at 8 though, when the rest were just coming fer party. wasn`t ever close to vinita..but still, quited sadded that she migrating.

whee~ love my bro. im offered position as band manager or bass. but bass player is unlikely. i suck. wahhaa. and i only want it cuz i wanna see my seniors at their best. 6dec! =)

seniors came down today. saddening. i should gather the team fer a talk. but abt whut? i can`t quite put my finger on it. as usual, sarah was attitude again. aiz- thn eirene karen..the 2 blur ones. one thinks too much on court so reacts too slow..the other doesn`t think at all and anyhow passes and all. natasha, the biggest potential. she could be the next wanling. and her natural reactions are actually way faster but she doesnt dare to give it her all. ainul needs a lot of encouraging. she gets too nervous sometimes, esp when all eyes are on her. renaeus and syida, i have faith in them. i know the team can rely on them. it`s just once in a while, they may need some reminders, esp syid. mel, she`s okay. she knows what she needs to do. but i guess maybe it`s the fact that we still don`t have a TEAM, she get frustrated and some percieve it as attitude. err..raihanah, she`s another timid one. but i think she can do it if she really tries. pearlene is another one of the players who are aware of whut she needs to do. but she keeps on making same mistakes but i guess the good thing is she knows she makes the mistakes and always gets angry at herself. thn there`s me. i dunno whut`s wrong with me. when i see the defenders hand in front of me, i feel stressed. when it`s not thr, i feel lost. wth? aiz- as fer clarion, no one knows if she`s coming back. but just in case, eirene will start shooting too. sms-in mel now abt all this. if i missed anyone, i dunno. i just can`t rationalise my thoughts.

time just seemed to fly..haha. lameshit. dunno why though. kae. quick updates..more like just the highlights. loved wed training. =) trained with basketballers. as expected, speed speed speed. but it was unfair la. i was jumping so much to intercept and all most of them had to do was tiptoe and reach. o.O yeahh..taught '05 sec2s oso. funfunfun. cuz coach was in a good mood towards the end. haha..

kae. thn err..today! billy bombers! =) with dora and ren. love that place. but sometimes the food ain`t worth it. like today. but was okay la. ren brought maxi along. 4 yrs old..so cute! quite smart too. haha..he din like me cuz i look lyk syid. he went "i dun`t like you..you look like shit!" very direct rite? haha..but stil cute la. managed ta coax a kiss outta him befor going off though. actually intended ta go trim my hair..but decided ta go meet up aqil. and other malays.(too many to list.) jalan raya la. as usual, me being the extra. even favian was in malay baju. o.O but was okay la. just fake fake salam and all. haha..maybe will go again next week. go aqil house. heard his mum started making fun of me ardi.

umm..i just found out i may not need ta go the orientation camp aft all. meetings cancelled cuz mrs neo wanna hire professionals ta plan sec1 camp. o.O they`re really getting more and more pampered each yr. but i wanna go the camp! no matter how stupid it may be..

compliments of naddiee. =) wish sylvester wasnt thr though.

fergot ta mention. celebrated pras`s birthday. a belated one. actual date 20nov. =) and the last pic..it`s just to prove that captains are retarded.

couple of taufik`s pic. ahah..ashraf altered the 1st one i guess. the pics a bit suck though. no offense. haha..thanks fer the pics. but faster come back from kl ta gimme the rest of the pics!

had our first study session today. not bad. learnt sth which i fergot the name but i know how ta do. chpt12 i think. haha..a maths isn`t so bad. when you know how ta do. yea. ended up leaving school abt 4plus. mel and all mad la. got into a cab ta go katong fer some laksa. haha..

hmm..am one of the instructor`s fer sec1 orientation camp again. assist i/c fer orientation nite dept. gawd. suckiest dept. worse than last yr`s kitchen dept!!

it`s raining. i feel so distant. hate occassions like raya. just reminds me i miss my family back home.

i dunno why but fer some reason, i love trainings nowadays. haha..just need ta get new shoes though. i was slipping all morning today. haha..but was okay la. any drop balls we had ta sprint up and dwn 2 thirds. i liked it. =) heh..prolli cuz it was cold! haha..thn had more fun at bedok combined training. haha..

thn on the way back, karen natasha and me decided ta go back ta tampines thr. fer sg idol! wahahaha..idol fever kae. (idol fever: karen`s fren voted 1000 times fer sylvester. crazy. dat`s like 500bucks) omgness. damn crowded and hot. but i saw taufik!! thn i shouted sylvester sucks and all the china (pronounced chee-nah here) ah lian-ish girls were glaring at me..wahahah..but heck, im obsessed with taufik. but unfortch, i didn`t have my camera. it`s okay though. nadiah and ashraf were thr!! heh. they promised ta send me taufik pics. wo0oOo~ hahaha..very hyper ardi la.

hur. debate wid my mum. she loves sly. says he`s "charismatic". err..whutevr. haha. he`s just gimmicky. =P for potential voters, picture this. world idol. whu wld you want representing your own country. if taufik were thr, he`d be a competition to others..if it was sylvester, he`s just be thr ta "represent" sg and ppl will cont thinking sg is in China..haha. food fer thought.

oh yeah, anybody recommend some jazz songs ta me?

taufik is in!!wahahhaa..

i think i wanna go the finals. just ta see taufik. i can drool over him with ainul. she loves him too. =)

and btw, sly will lose, cuz he just got in cuz of ah lians voting fer him.

went sch ta shoot a bit. sec2s got their classes thing today. 6 of 9 sec2 nballers are in 3A next yr. haha..better than my batch. (we only got 4 out of 8.) ainul very happie she go C class..haha. otherwise, her parents wld have made her quit nball. and cow`s gonna be in 3e. it`s good that the class is full of mats, minahs, etc. that way, can make her be a loner and a nerd. thn we wun`t hafta worry abt her retaining again. and yays! i just dyed back my hair! finally dunt look like some golden munkey ah lian-ish persona anymore. =) haha..wanling came dwn fer training yest. i miss the seniors!! aiz- coach was working on defenders. thank god. cuz otherwise, i`d have died. was so not performing. bleaghs. thn went fer dinner at pastamania with wanling, big aisah, angie and peiwen. sorta to celebrate angie`s birthday.

my poor baby.

im back. =) was back on monday la. but was too tired ta update and all. tagboard sth wrong.. bangkok was..so weird? i dunno..it just reminded me of sg with mixture of ktm. haha..mad la. damn hot lor..was burning. was a night flight thn had ta wait fer ppl cuz we were with this tour thing. reached hotel at 230 sg time. damn tired. the guide told us must wake up early fer tour. and in the end, everyone wanted free and easy so tour was cancelled. highlights: dinner on a boat along chao phraya. just liked the entertainment on board la..haha.. the girl very nice thn they played all the old songs. elvis and all. nice ambience. aft dinner, going back ta da jetty we were all dancing on deck. and thr was fireworks! hahah..

shopped a lot. not quite a lot but okay la. should have stayed longer. would have been better. but it was damn tiring cuz we wld wake up early slp late. sat night, i was bored at the hotel see. think 1 or 2am at night lidat, went into salon with my mum. haha..dyed hair and stuff.. the hairdresser didn`t understand eng! like wtf. ended up having this stupid blonde streaks in my hair. blahh. look like some stupid ah lian person. ahah..i need dye. think i`ll update more later. maybe post some pics too. bro coming over. ta settle stuff abt guit. stupid guy at shop kept delaying saying guit not ready. in the end, he says "sorrie, cant fit the pick-ups". so thr`s the guit, totally wasted cuz ther`s a hole in it. and wtf, the guy demanded more money? aiz- fuck la. i want my elec guit!

wahahhaa..shopping shopping shopping. cuz cow returned me my money..finally. =P leaving fer airport soon. aiz- if only cld stay thr longer..

as an avid watcher of sg idol, i must say i adore taufik. heh..love his mega-watt smile. isn`t he just adorable? esp in the last pic. haha..some say he`s ugly and so on and so forth. BUT you can`t deny that he`s just as talented, if not more than the other contestants. but more importantly, he`s versatile. yeah, him and oli`s the best. the other 2..too china la. haha..this has been a biased account.

a day not so totally wasted..went fer a run before dinner. all the ppl taking their dogs fer walks. i want a dog! haha..but i prolli won`t take care of it and it`ll suffer..so better not. thought aft running, i`d eat thn go fer a swim. but parents were skeptical so didn`t let me. claimed i`m just recovering, shouldn over exert myself, etc.

diwali. (cuz onli south indians a.k.a tamils call it deepavali. fer rest of us it`s diwali.) festival of lights. to celebrate the victory of good over evil, light ovr darkness..yaddayaddayadda. let`s see..if i were in nepal, i`d be playing with firecrackers and stuff lidat, running arnd with my cousins. but mum told me someone in the family passed away so we won`t be celebrating diwali this yr. so i`m just gonna be stuck at home. blahhhh~

my dear cow: tell me how we`re gonna pick a team goal if thr is no team ta begin with?

so i`ve made a new fren. da guy frm greenview. he`s okay i guess. kinda feel like a older sis taking him under my wing. wahaha. nonsense. kae. enuff. rie, faster get here!! argh- cld kill dat fella. waited so long fer my elec. heh..but best bro still.

"look into the darkness

a symbol of the void within

look through the facade

to see that still waters run deep"

this post`s fer yest. it was a traumatic training. esp since my dad called cooach so i was thr but i cldn`t do anything. i rather either train or not be thr at all.

things were okay i thought. a bit tense but okay. i dunno whut happened. but suddenly, some of the girls weren`t putting in effort aft the gelling together talk. i would think we should be more inspired ta put in effort, not become more slack, more uninterested. aiz- next thing i knew, coach was walking out. aiz- luckily sec4s were arnd, convinced her ta come back. as the girls played with sec4s and mr teo, coach was complaining. abt them not putting in effort, not applying whut they learnt, not being a team, and abt sarah. talked ta ms siti all the while and even she whose always so optimistic and cheerful sounded disappointed, as if she`s given up on us. it seems everyone has given up on us. we only have ourselves ta depend on, ta pull through this rough patch. i feel so helpless as a captain.

hyperred! heh..partly due ta match at prc and partly cuz of the glass of XO beside me now. wahhaa..it`s gd fer my throat so parents let me drink. i like it. the game with prc was..wow. not so wow la. but i`d like ta think of it as wow. and the prc girls all very cute. heh..think they were a bit taken aback by our hyperness? cuz stretching dwn we were talking a lot thn they just turned their heads, listening. lucky dad didn`t find out i played. lalallas~ says he`s gonna call coach tel her i not training tmr. i hafta listen ta him. otherwise, he`ll cancel the bangkok trip. thn dined at syid`s house. played dat congkak (or whutevr it`s called) thingie. bored. i think i have too much free time. esp since i can update evryday.

sick. from flu ta cough. hurts. blahh. dad sorta grounded me fer tht. guess you cld say my parents are very overprotective. so i got a lot of time ta think when i cld be (FINALLY) getting my elec. and my train of thought doesn`t make sense. we`ll see if he can deliver my guit later nort. =)

dun`t you get all excited when you got sth new? and then as time goes by, the novelty of it wears off. and it`s just another thing you take fer granted cuz you`re bored of it. next thing you know, you`re looking out fer sth new-er. not making sense am i? i always dun`t. my novelty`s wearing off too.

had fun yest. seriously. was very very focused during training. and i loved it. exhilirated ta just sprint arnd court. but fitness sucks so got tired la..the 2nd training at bedok court was good too. more fun. heh..met the prcs girls and the renegades again. seeing yingying reminded me i miss the seniors. the whole club is so diff without them. like..we`re crumbling..falling apart slowly. and it`s all cuz of their absence. or maybe it`s just paranoia. cuz syid`s a big influence on everyone arnd her. o.O

watched shark tale! yeah..was damn bored aft school, so decided ta waste time a bit la. ended up at the movies with coww. the movie`s okay whut..dunno why reviews say it`s a disappointment. was a bit short but overall, young ppl will still enjoy it.
heh..and lenny (jack black) is so adorable. wahhaa..i like the scene when he swings around the chair at the bar. so gay-ish..so cute. =) aft the movie, we were still bored. sucks ta be in a pair with nuthin ta do. but bumped into buk on the bus. on a last min decision thing, i went ta bowl with him. best game evr, in terms of score. but my wrist hurt quite badly. not a bad day if i do say so myself. BUT..it had ta happen. again. same stewpid old argument that always comes up.

blahh..nballers onli ran 3rounds yest?? aft the mindmapping comp (didn`t win btw. ren`s grp got bronze award though), i dragged aqil ta run 5 rounds with me! yes, FIVE. round the comdomuniums. and the total dist is like way way way much more than 3 rounds arnd sch. and aft dat, cldn`t even swim. bo0oOo~

we`re such disappointments. always the same story..repeated ovr and ovr again. did lotsa jumping, some chnge of directions and worked out in gym. thn came the long talk again. coach`s words always makes sense. but i can`t seem ta take in much. maybe i do switch off..like fall aslp with my eyes open. =P heh..maybe la. err..she talked abt our responsibilities and stuff..said that to her, competition just arnd the corner but we still dun`t seem ta take it seriously. we do take it seriously, but we`re just..not confident i guess? i can`t speak fer the team though. thn there`s the thing abt segregration amongst sec2s and 3s in Bdiv. it`s always that way..every yr without fail. the situation`s bound to improve. but i just hope that when it does improve, it`s not too late fer us cuz thr`s only abt 2 months left before e-zone strts all over again. last phase of our nball career in dmn. eurgh- flu bug`s back.

the world is sucha screwed up place. was reading newspaper and wth..how cld BUSH win? americans are dumb. and let`s face it, BUSH is a dumb family name. in US, ppl always call each other by their family names right? so imagine someone wants ta call you so he goes "yo BUSH!". hur. such an embarrassment. but thn again, it`s not like i think kerry`s so wonderful and all. honestly, i dun`t know much abt both condidates. but i dun`t understand why americans wld want some madman, namely BUSH, as their president. haven`t they learnt frm the last four years? sep11 as well as the iraq war? i mean, if the president of US was a figurehead like in sg, i wldn`t give a shit. but in US, the president actually makes impt decisions and a guy like BUSH will not make good ones! whut sucks is that his decisions will affect people from all ovr the world. aiz- are americans really willing to allow some freak to lead them into the war "against terrorism" whn dat freak himself is as good a terrorist as osama bin laden?

oh yeah. my parents are mad. well, either that or just wanted ta waste money. they bought this magnetic matress thing fer themselves and me. uhh..supposed ta help. like help us be better rested, less aches. supposed ta improve blood circulation and all too..nonsense. was lying on it and my legs felt all tingly. haha..

super tired cuz went ta swim. =) just now in sch, peterson talked ta us. said him and mrs.low are gonna talk ta students weak in phy and chem respectively. ask them if they wanna consider combined sci. and well, it just crossed my mind that maybe i shld drop. o.O but it`s just cuz im lazy. ppl tell me ta stay in pure. and i can`t decide anyways. and thn there`s the chiB thing too. aiz- got until march next yr ta decide. we`ll see how la..

uhh..thn came training. just felt so lethargic today. and that is BAD. we were all very slow and all. aiz- thn kenna scolded la.. as usual. she like seems ta have "selected" her team ardi. but hopefully, she`ll pick more than 7 or 8. otherwise, those 7/8 players sure will have a hard time. worse still, if injuries then it`s gonna suck. aiz- learnt new drill. practised defending. thn kenna scolding fer fitness. tmr, girls gonna run at 10. but i gotta be at ngee ann poly fer mindmapping. bleaghs- thank god it`s the last day ardi. i really can`t stand hanif. and hopefully, ruilong can make it. his mum`s in sgh. aiz- no wonder he was so upset during lessons today. didn`t talk ta anyone. thn hopefully, aft the mindmap crapp, i can go run or sth. really dun`t wanna disappoint coach or mr.teo anymore..we`re "training to win".

why are so many ppl so sadded lately? it`s like, everywhr i turn, i know of someone whu is upset. aiz- i dun`t like it.

finally got my nomad muvo2 mp3! =] spent so much time transferring songs. thn some got lost. blahh~ lazy ta re-transfer.

aft sch, went ta eat at pizza hut with ren, cow and dora. now that the hols have started, all the food places seem to hire young staff. the pizza hut guy was like super short. like too young ta work. thn mum complained that kfc got this young girl take damn long just fer one order. heh..maybe i shld work too.

230 plus rushed ta meet mum. went ta get visa fer bangkok trip. 12-15nov. supposed ta be 11 but dad kept insisting there`ll be places so only booked flight last min. juz gonna go thr ta shop.